The Museum

I have been having trouble learning to use this iPad. I have also been in the hospital again.
I just haven,t been feeling good this last week, but at least I am home now.
Well, while in the hospital I had to make a decision about if I was going to actually purchase the ticket to Kiev. I did take the leap and purchased a one way ticket to go September 21. I will hook up w the Elsingers in Amsterdam and we will fly from there to Kiev together. I am looking for a place to stay.Things don't necessarily seem to be going the way I Thought it would, but I must go to find out if I can be of some use to the spreading of the gospel.
Now, my feelings about my new position in life. It doesn't take much to cause. Me to cry. Just seeing the "zoo".car that Chuck loved so well. The other day when Ramey came to get me and I first saw the car my heart skipped a beat, and I wwas so hoping that he was there to pick me up. When I found out about the damage done to Chucks brothers place up in TN, I immediately wanted to call Chuck and tell him.
I want to leave thsis house just the way it is as a museum of our lives together. I don't want to change anything.. Just sort of keep it for me to walk back into whenever I want to wallow in my loneliness.
It's late. I will try to go to sleep.