Wednesday April 13, 2011

I am finding the days a little hard to get through.  Life w/o Chuck has roadblocks all around.  When my mom died it was hard, but Chuck was here to comfort me.  He continued to do the things that he did and i could do what i normally did because i didn't live with my mom.  When the realization came to me that she was gone, i could always turn to Chuck and cry and he would put his big capable arms around me and i could bury my face in his chest and smell his smell and it was comforting to me.  Now there is no one to physically go to.  I need to learn to rely on God more and consentrate on feeling His mighty presence around me.